很多时候，你知道身后总有着那么一群人。

在你需要他们时给予你一切

可是有些时候，不是说不需要他们。

只是有时候想要一个人静静地，

去享受，去承受那些甜酸苦辣。

固然的辛苦，难受，

可是在这段日子里，

我相信我会看到一些，感受到一些。。。

前所未有的感觉？

一个人走在那么艰辛的旅途没什么不好的，

也许偶尔会感到孤独，或者是无助。

可是，人不是透过这些难受的感觉才会长大吗？

呵呵。。。

疯了，真的疯了。。

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致：最亲爱的你们

在你们面前，我可以不顾形象的大笑。
在你们面前，我可以大哭大闹。
在你们面前，我不需要有任何的伪装。
因为你们，让我体会到少年的美好。

我知道在我一个人时，我不会感到寂寞。
我知道在我跌倒时，前方总会有你们对我大喊加油。
我知道在我失恋时，我还是能在你们身上得到温暖。
我知道在我开心时，都会有你们陪我一起分享所有的喜悦。
我知道在我对周围的事快绝望时，你们总是我那个坚持的理由。
我知道在我受到欺负时，你们都会帮我出一口气，哪怕只是陪我一起咒骂。

在你们陪伴下的成长，我变得跟懂事，
坚强，成熟，
更容易知足和珍惜。

你们，是让我变得完美的理由。
少了你们，或许我什么都不是。=)


-END- xoxo

060811 Never ever forget bout this day.

Too many emotion used today. Really.

From emo turns to anger,

and then turns to happy! 

I really thought that today will be my worst day ever,

but it suddenly change to my best day ever!

Thanks buddies, seriously.

I LOVE YOU GUYS.

I can't really mention what it really feel in my heart.

Those feelings can't use words to express it.

Thanks for everyone, 

those who plan this party and bluff me one,

you guys can go to get the "BEST ACTRESS or ACTOR" dy.

I didn't realize anything wrong. LOL

I will never forget there are a gang of people,

plan this surprise birthday party,

care me when I feel down,

lend me their ear, shoulder and everything when I need them, 

make my life become awesome,

grow up with me in my teenage life,

love me,

and make me feel that I'm the most blissful girl in this world. =')

You guys are my best buddies ever! 

P.s Too many things happened and too many words to say. Hahah.

-END- XOXO 

Shi kei, my best friend ever. =)

Happy Birthday to you, my dear.
I love you so much!
Hope that you can let go everything that make you suffer in 2010.
Everything just happy go lucky will do.

Must be tough and strong in your new life.
You are officially 15 now.
Must handle your emotional and think everything well.
Not saying you are not good enough.
Is just feel like you can do it better.

Just like last time,
my hug and shoulder are always here if you need it.
Just see you want it or not. =)
Many things happened in 2010.
Misunderstand and my own problems.
We might be not as good as last time anymore.
But you are still my jieh mui.
We know each other for only 3 years.
But we pass through a lot of things.
Things that build our friendship become stronger and also ruin it.

Many things I didn't explain is because I don't want to get more misunderstand.
That's why I keep lie to you all.
I know I did wrong.
But sometimes lie is just make the things become more simple.
Just sometimes, doesn't meas every time.
Although I almost lie to you all every time.
So sorry bout that.

And anyway, enjoy your day.
Stay pretty  and blissful
Sometimes a serious problem can also let us feel like we are blissful too,
at least someone's care you.
Try to think another way,
not every happy moment can let us be only.
Compare to others, you are a blissful girl. =)

- END-

150211. The day after valentine day.

Went to Pantai Keracut yesterday.
Kinda fun and awesome! :DD
This function is actually organized by zi wei's church.
Thanks to her let my holiday become more fun. =)

Went to Batu Ferringhi.
I not actually know where it is.
But we need to climb 1 hour hill to reach pantai kerachut!
OMG!! ._.
This part kill me. One hour!!
But me and yan wei keep sing when we climb the hill.
Enjoy it so damn much!

The scenery at the beach is amazing.
Feel very relax when I reach there.
Nothing at there seriously,
just like normal beach.
Without hawker or whatever.
Justh have something like pondok?
A big pondok to let us put our thing.
Hahah..

Whoosh! I know many friends too.
Mostly is from kedah!
They are fun and playful.
What they did always make us laugh like hell. :D
We played , eat and laugh together!
At first is kinda boring but after we know each others,
Time flies... LOL.

Full of jellyfish at the beach.
This is the only worst thing I guess.
So scary man.
Some of them still kena the jellyfish.
Don't know what to do, keep worry.
Haihss..

Anyway, hope that next time still got chance to meet each others.
Nice to meet you all my new friends! =)

                    I took this picha! I wish the time can stop on that time. At least i forget everything. :)

             They are playful and fun! From Sungai Petani! I wish we can be buddy in the future! :D

Both of them are very important to me. One is my angel and another one is my hubby! Hahah. ;) I love you two!


-END-

关系

原以为修补过会变得更坚强,
其实并没有..
那道疤终究还在的.

解决了,
可是似乎回不到昔日的美好, 真诚.
距离感, 尴尬的笑容渐渐浮现了.
我们似乎不再是彼此熟悉的那个,
这其实也不是件坏事.
很多时候感情上的破裂,
都是太过了解对方,
在了解对方的同时选择了挑剔他们.

人与人之间的关系, 就是一门很难拿捏的学问.
你不知道什么时候该握紧,
什么时候该松开.
很多时候错过了,
其实也没有什么好在意的,
如果真的属于你,
不管去到哪, 他始终还是会回到你身边.

我们的感情在时间的见证下成长,
也被时间慢慢地摧毁.
时间,
是我这段生命旅程里,
最大的杀手.

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New friend. :)

Using same title with you. x)
My english not that good so you see got can d. xD

This post is about a new friend.
Not consider new I think,
we met each other before at Queensbay through Zewen.
His name is Pik Kean.
He study at Tenby International School,
same age with me.

He is kinda friendly, caring and special guy.
He like pink colour! Awesome right?
Hahah.. Seldom guy like this colour.
That's why I say he is the special one.
He like car! Especially lamborghini I think.
He like to play badminton, basketball and golf.
This is what I know about him. :)

He is really a good friend la.
Saw his blog's first post.
Hmm.. All I can say is good luck to him?
LOL. :D

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